How to ruin yourself: a step by step guide by me.

Step 1) Watch House of Flying Daggers late at night.

Step 2) Re-read Tempus Fugit: Jadeite.

Step 3) Die of R/J feels. 

Step 4) THERE IS NO STEP FOUR, YOU ARE DEAD!

Step 5) Magically resurrect yourself like a Senshi.

Step 6) Listen to "Lovers" from the soundtrack on repeat, weep.

Step 7) Remember why you died in the first place and die again.

Step 8) Haunt your friends and make stupid LJ posts.